You came to me so clearly in my dream last night. You were toddling around like the almost 2 year old you should be now. I hope you come back tonight and every night after that. I felt like I was in an alternate universe, maybe we can keep doing that? I miss you more as the days go by. Time isn’t a healer. It’s actually getting harder to do this life without you. I love you so much Cecilia, gorgeous girl. I’ll see you soon my darling, mummy loves you ❤️

I miss you gorgeous girl. Everyone is moving on, living life and I’m just.. here. In this weird limbo. I wonder what your hair would look like now, I wonder how fast you’d be on your feet. I know Bentley would be holding your hand everywhere to make sure you were okay. He misses you so much, it breaks my heart to see him missing you. Still waiting for the day when I wake up and you’re just in your bedroom, cooing and playing waiting for me to come and get you. This has to just be a nightmare right? I love you beautiful. More than I could ever put into words. ❤️

We anticipated your arrival with love in our hearts, meeting you for the first time was love at first sight, As the days passed and you grew bigger our hearts had to grow a bit larger too, your smile, your laugh the sparkle in your eye, always with us wherever we go. Cecilia....our little cc, we will see you again one day, for now we will miss you more than words can ever say, we all love you to the stars and beyond, Good night beautiful girl xxxx